A♣️/Q♣️

Today on the Ace of Clubs in Gemini, we find the Planetary Ruling Card by counting to the Mercury card in the Waking Spread which is the Queen of Clubs. This reading is primarily about the A♣️ which is the Birth Card of the following dates: 5/31, 6/29, 7/27, 8/25, 9/23, 10/21, 11/19, and 12/17.

The A♣️ curiously desires new ideas and experiences which necessitate freedom of movement and freedom in relationships. A sense of personal security is desired and needed. One must know more about oneself and the world in order to see what makes one truly safe on all levels. One falls in love as part of a learning process in self exploration. But one may be shocked at what one discovers about oneself, and then one must withdraw to rest and regroup desire for self-knowledge before seeking love again. Love increases one’s desire for change. One wants to know oneself, and one also gradually discovers that one’s nature is not fully honored by one’s actions. One may like to spend quiet time in nature, but currently one spends time in music halls because that is how one grew up or what one learned as one was maturing. Gradually, love relationships fire one up to act in accordance with one’s own nature.

In early life and pervading one’s thinking during the years from birth to age 12 and all one’s life for those born May 31st and August 25th; one knows intuitively that one must establish personal values and firm finances as part of all efforts to share love and a prosperous joyful life. One is attracted in adolescence and young adulthood by hard work and creativity. One gets needs met, one generates much energy, and one may have conflict with others when one feels caged as one needs much room for emotional and mental growth. In mid-life and when leading a life balancing the material and spiritual; one wants to freely share one pleasures, and one needs to establish a firm total foundation of life and philosophy. As one matures through obstacles, delays, and struggles; one need for intense living is tempered by the need to make prudent value decisions so as not to miss opportunities for stability. As one ages and becomes aware of inconsistencies between opinions and experiences; one increasingly sees the benefit of having clear emotional and material boundaries within oneself and with others. In old age and as one retires to contemplate, pray, and meditate; one recognizes that the world offers choices and opportunities for daily living but does not offer infinite joy of Heaven on Earth which can only be found as one identifies with one’s Inner Self.

The 5♠️ Dreaming Mirror indicates that the A♣️ strives for massive change, but one is not really aware that this change is made inevitable by love relationships. Love is so intense, that as soon as love begins one starts making changes to the relationship and to one’s other relationships, and to oneself. The changes one makes will be disruptive to all of one’s relationships including the love relationship itself. The partner will quickly see that the relationship is a catalyst for a larger process. Change will be deep and often difficult to endure for all involved.

The 7♥️ Waking Mirror indicates that the A♣️ one recognizes one needs improvement in the area of emotional boundaries. One needs to rein in one’s feelings. And one is so easily wounded emotionally. Firmer boundaries may toughen one up a bit, but that is alright as one cannot be expected to prosper in intense relationships all the time. One needs some emotional retreat to regroup and process one’s emotional experience to get the benefit from relationships. One will grow and growth takes time and some amount suffering which can be conceptualized as emotional healing.

The 5♥️ Sleeping Mirror indicates that the A♣️ needs to make emotional changes as a way of discovering one’s own values. How one feels in any situation is a reflection of one’s values. One that like quiet nature will be depressed in a loud dark bar in the city. Depression says less about one’s essential nature than it does about the impact one’s choices are having on one’s values. If one feels good about opportunities and choices, then one will be excited and enthusiastic about experiences. One that constantly makes happy decisions will quickly be married and leading a happy married life.

Discover personal values through relationships that do not satisfy and through relationships that rock your world.